you become so used to having that one person in your life, it becomes part of your routine. and then the day they walk out of your life you lose yourself because they aren’t there anymore. so now you have to get used to not having them there in your life. i think it’s one of the saddest things to happen.
you walk past them pretending that you don’t know them; like you never loved them. you remember how every time you saw them you would kiss them, whether it be on the lips or on the forehead or on the cheek, but now you just give each other awkward glances and look away like nothing ever happened. that’s the worst. how you become so distant that you’re not friends anymore, just strangers with memories.
i think that hurts the most, pretending that some of the best moments of your life didn’t ever happen or mean anything to you anymore.
and i think it’s sad when someone regrets being with a person, because they made you happy at some point in your life, and you regret being happy with someone?
"Congrats to Dylan O’Brien - Young Hollywood Awards Breakthrough Actor 2014"
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"If you leave someone at least tell them why, because what’s more painful than being abandoned; is knowing you’re not worth an explanation."
— (via fuckinq)
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"Dear future child
If it’s 3am and you find yourself in a world of complete despair
Please do not turn to strangers on the internet for solace as I did
Please climb onto my bed
And I will hold you until the demons sleep
If it is Thursday morning and you are too sad to move
I won’t force you
I will buy ice cream and we will watch your favourite tv show and I will remind you of your importance
If you feel as if you have no purpose
I will remind you that you were created entirely with love and every pain you feel, I feel too
When you’re sure you can’t go on anymore
I will tell you that when I was 21 I searched for peace at the bottom of a vodka bottle chased by a bottle of pain killers
But that five years later
When you were placed in my arms in the delivery room
I realised that you were why I had been holding on
Without realising it, you saved me, do you know how amazing that is?
So if you ever feel like grabbing that vodka bottle, put it down, we will get in the car and I will drive until the sky turns magenta
I will show you how the sun rises every morning to encourage you to rise too
Sweetheart I refuse to be unaware of your sufferings
As my mother was to mine."
— Your mental health is my priority. (via be-fearless-brave-and-kind)
This is so fucking beautiful. I’m crying. Gawh